초라한 일상

In 2004, 2XJC the indie rap group from South Korea was invited to perform during the Autumn Hi Seoul Festival. After 16 years, the song 초라한 일상 which was showcased in front of a live audience has been released via several popular music streaming services. This version of 초라한 일상 was the first take from a home studio recording using a single Shure SM58 microphone.


Here are the lyrics to 초라한 일상.

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늘 그렇듯 하루를 마칠 이런 시간되면 마치 만신창이
꼴로 꿀을 찾아 헤매다 보면

어느 새 저기 날아가는 쪽 새 어느 세월 따라잡지라는 생각 
날 조여와 족쇄 채워진 난 벙어리가 돼

이렇게 한참을 쫓다 지붕만 쳐다 봐 닭 쫓던 강아지의 심정
이젠 정말 내 심정 쉴새없이 날아드는 총알 견제구를 피해 

2루 넘 봐 쉽지 않아 가끔 난 run down 걸리기도 해
그래도 결코 포기할 순 없는 나만의 것 위해 기도해

나만의 삶이란 단지 생존 게임 너머 어떤 의미 찾아 달려
오르막에선 힘이 딸려 허나 쉬고 다시 뛰려면 다리가 풀려!

내 머릿 속 난 이미 저만치갔어 home steal 노리네
허나 몸에선 노린내 털어내려 애써 땀내
사람들의 오감의 정의 나는 한낱 주정뱅이 노숙자!

물에 빠진 생쥐 마냥 그게 모냐 대체 모냐
너희 부모님이 너 그러고 다니는 거 아시냐 모르시냐

표정과 시선으로 내게 말해- 사람들 가득찬 도시의 거린 미어터져
무작정 달리고 싶은 나는 속이 터져 목이 터져라 외쳐
내가 만든 rhyme 과 flow는 내 삶의 탈출구

그러므로 너희는 쉬지말고 랩하라 rhyme이 끊기는 순간
초라한 일상으로의 다시 회귀 허나 너무 슬퍼 하지마 누구도 예외일 순 없지

일상이란 신이 아닌 우리 인간 존재가 짊어진 업보 어쩌면 선물
앞과 뒤가 다른 우리 삶의 음과 양 이 모든 진리 함축한
동전 한 닢 위에 웃고 계신 충무공의 백원짜리 힘껏 집어 던져

아프리카에선 열 개 사네 축구공 내 주머닛 속 충무공
모두 모아 떨이 지하철에 아주머니 겸손하게 내민 주머니

작은 동전 한 닢에 웃고 우는 세상이란 희극일지 비극일까 아님 복걸복일까
생각하며 걸어가다 뛰어가 날 순 없을까

지난밤 꿈 처럼 세상에 모든 코흘리개들의 꿈처럼
그 철없던 시절 꿈이 나를 만들어

이렇게 마음대로 freestyle rap을 하면서 
머릿 속에 한껏 활개치는 망상의 날개를 그대로 읊어 대면서

초라한 일상에 한편에 단편의 단상을 마치네

Hyun-Jin Ryu's contract is one of the biggest ever inked by the Toronto Blue Jays

For those who follow Major League Baseball, some of you might have heard the news that the Toronto Blue Jays have signed left-hander Hyun-Jin Ryu to a four-year, $80 million contract. This contract is one of the biggest ever inked by the organization.

Back in March 2019, there was an article on bleacherreport.com ranking the top starting pitchers. However, Hyun-Jin Ryu was not mentioned in this article amongst the top 25 pitchers heading into the 2019 season.

  • Patrick Corbin 
  • Zack Greinke 
  • Chris Sale 
  • Kyle Hendricks 
  • Trevor Bauer 
  • Carlos Carrasco 
  • Mike Clevinger 
  • Corey Kluber 
  • Kyle Freeland 
  • German Marquez 
  • Gerrit Cole 
  • Justin Verlander 
  • Walker Buehler 
  • Clayton Kershaw 
  • Jose Berrios 
  • Jacob deGrom 
  • Noah Syndergaard 
  • Zack Wheeler 
  • Luis Severino 
  • Aaron Nola 
  • Jameson Taillon 
  • Madison Bumgarner 
  • Miles Mikolas 
  • Blake Snell 
  • Max Scherzer

So... I wanted to visualize the outcome of 2019 season and see if the data could possibly tell us a different story. This blog post is by-no-means an attempt to prove a point or to defend the quality of Hyun-Jin Ryu's contract.

Hyun-Jin Ryu's 2019 season data was added to a graphical chart along with the other top 25 pitchers mentioned from the bleacherreport.com article.

This chart can be accessed at http://chart.jael.ee/mlb_2019_pitchers.html. It would be interesting to know how others interpret the visualized data and the stories that come from it.

My reading list for 2020

That Will Never Work: The Birth of Netflix and the Amazing Life of an Idea by Marc Randolph

12 Rules for Life: An Antidote to Chaos by Jordan B. Peterson

The Manual: A Philosopher's Guide to Life by Epictetus

Thinking, Fast and Slow by Daniel Kahneman

Talking to Strangers: What We Should Know about the People We Don't Know by Malcolm Gladwell

What You Do Is Who You Are: How to Create Your Business Culture by Ben Horowitz

Company of One: Why Staying Small Is the Next Big Thing for Business by Paul Jarvis

Alchemy: The Surprising Power of Ideas That Don't Make Sense by Rory Sutherland

The Future of Management by Gary Hamel

Do Better Work: Finding Clarity, Camaraderie, and Progress in Work and Life by Max Yoder

Essentialism: The Disciplined Pursuit of Less by Greg McKeown

Homo Deus: A History of Tomorrow by Yuval Noah Harari

My reading list for 2019

Building a StoryBrand: Clarify Your Message So Customers Will Listen by Donald Miller

Play Bigger: How Pirates, Dreamers, and Innovators Create and Dominate Markets by Al Ramadan, Dave Peterson, Christopher Lochhead, Kevin Maney

Console Wars: Sega, Nintendo, and the Battle that Defined a Generation by Blake J. Harris

Atomic Habits: An Easy & Proven Way to Build Good Habits & Break Bad Ones by James Clear

Performing Under Pressure: The Science of Doing Your Best When It Matters Most by Hendrie Weisinger

Scale: The Universal Laws of Growth, Innovation, Sustainability, and the Pace of Life in Organisms, Cities, Economies, and Companies by Geoffrey B. West

The Five Dysfunctions of a Team A Leadership by Patrick M. Lencioni

The Messy Middle: Finding Your Way Through the Hardest and Most Crucial Part of Any Bold Venture by Scott Belsky

Captivate: The Science of Succeeding with People by Vanessa Van Edwards

The Everything Store: Jeff Bezos and the Age of Amazon by Brad Stone

The Airbnb Story: How Three Ordinary Guys Disrupted an Industry, Made Billions . . . and Created Plenty of Controversy by Leigh Gallagher

Bad Blood: Secrets and Lies in a Silicon Valley Startup by John Carreyrou